7/14/25

hello diary. long time no see. this site has gotten away from me and I feel like I have to do something about it. I think I felt overwhelmed by it when we had a video go viral on instagram and all the wrong people found it. we were getting spammy emails and it felt stressful. the point of this was to be blog-like, like old music blogs from like 2002. that’s what im channeling here. and I have big dreams and so many ideas about things I could pursue with this sort of collaborative internet thing but I think it needs to proceed naturally so it doesn’t feel too stressful for me. I stress easily if that wasn’t obvious.

I have more blogpost/article pieces I’d like to write, and hopefully that’ll get me back in the swing of things. oh, i’m 22 now by the way. I swear I feel older now. life starts coming at you out of nowhere. im prioritizing having fun, exploring the world, finding new bars to go to with friends, learning to like dirty martinis because I love olives, painting, and lowering my stress. and working. but I love my job. updates soon, perhaps. I doubt anyone will read this but it’s more for myself to refer back to. HUGS and KISSES. xoxoxoxoxoxo